
My Journey Into the Unknown
Took me a Long time to actually get this started, honestly I do not know when this blog will cease neither what I will actually pen down onto this blog. Perhaps when this blog ends, will be when my journey Be concluded. Where do I start? Honestly I do not know. I have often been pondering at this current stage of my life, Where do I place myself? Definitely it has been a Long Long journey to come to where I am now….. I grew up in a pretty traditional Asian family, one that observes and practises strict conservative culture, morale values and discipline. I have 3 other siblings of which myself being the youngest. The expectation of being the youngest in the family often carries high expectations whilst coupled of course being the most focused. Sure, many will have said that being the youngest surely will be doted. Well, in a way that holds some truth but from another perspective this is one rope that shackles me and brings me much delimma and sadness throughout my childhood. Since young, I know I am different. I was never the child that my parents were being proud of. Rebel? No. It was something different, one that took me years to discover finally where I had to direct my path unto, one that I had to fight with loneliness, combat with pain and sadness as well as distributing such to my loved ones…‘Life’s reality is often one that reflects an opposite perspective to your dreams’ – Chloe Tan